You may remember back in April 2023 a prisoner staged a 12-hour protest on the roof of Strangeways prison about the injustice of IPP prisoners.  His name is Joe Outlaw, 37 years old and with 33 previous convictions. I was sent his story…this is part 2

A call to action

I feel like even though I have given you a lot of information on my life growing up and my opinions on what’s wrong with the IPP crisis, I haven’t really gone into the pains and sorrows of the things that I’ve had to endure. Reasons for this, I would say that it’s deep memories and wounds to revisit. I’m in a place of strength and resilience at the moment and use the support I’ve managed to generate through campaigning. This is what keeps me focused and faithful.

In all honesty, I am so grateful to all making time to show love and fight for justice. Without that I would be truly lost in hopelessness once again.

Three times I’ve had lads, who I have been very close hang themselves. I’ve been on wings were over 20 people who I don’t know have hung themselves. I’ve spent years in segregation witnessing levels of abuse and neglect that you wouldn’t believe. I’ve heard men cry with such loud screams of terror and pain after having boiling oil thrown over them or sugar water. These screams never leave you.

The things I have seen and witnessed stay with me in my dreams and have given me such darkness in my life.

So many people witnessed these things and feel what I feel but hide it all away. We are expected to just deal with it as normal prison life. When the truth is, over time embeds such levels of trauma that ultimately, we begin to slowly get PTSD and some of the violence blood and neglect, it’s not so different from a war zone. Some jails have a better handle than others, but the vast majority all hide the real problems from those who may have an opinion on what’s right or wrong. I’ve been at the depths of my despair countless times, tried to take my own life two times and have cried so many tears that I know cry no more. I’ve lost four family members in four years, all in the same week in December. My dad cancer, my granny heart attack, my sister pneumonia, my cousin brain aneurysm.

This IPP is destroying everyone it touches and people refuse to even try to admit the problems.

The system is broken.

It is not a place of change and rehabilitation; it is a place built on lies and deflection. They are never ever in the wrong, no accountability for anything. People over analyse risk to such levels that you feel lost and hopeless, you are told not to challenge and take responsibility. Yet you read and see reports that you know are lies or mistakes, but your view or input is the one that is always doubted or discredited.

In the end you just give up because the fight for honesty and truth is too much, it is soul destroying.

To go through this process every day, every year, every parole hearing, every single report, course after pointless course which studies have proven make no difference, anyway. Once you really learn about the system, live it, feel it, see its horrors and evil ways, you soon realise that you have no hope or trust in it at all and all you can do is try your best to not let it destroy the good in you.

As the IPP movement grows stronger and stronger, that is my only true hope that I can trust in.

Them people who see what I see and feel what I feel are my only salvation.

People grow and walk many different paths in life, but it is not a person’s mistakes that should define them, but their continued actions afterwards that would truly show one’s character. Please do not be quick to judge, then disregard those solely because they are in prison. Don’t be so naive to follow those who act as though they are perfect in their own actions. There are beautiful people in prison. People who have family and loved ones, people who are really capable of so much potential, but they are made to feel rejected. Hopeless. Trapped in an environment fuelled by drugs and violence.

We see and lose faith in politics on a daily basis, so much corruption and greed.

Lies are spoken by politicians so much that all this does not surprise us anymore. Well, the same lies are spoken when it comes to taking accountability for the prison crisis. There are 1000s of people illegally trapped in our own prisons in the UK, yet because these people made mistakes in life’s journey, society seems not to care. Please try to see clearer, look at what is happening to sons, dads, brothers and mums and so on. They are not so different from anyone else and they do not deserve to be tortured in a broken system for years on end.

Taxpayers pay millions a year for a criminal justice system under the impression that they are keeping people safe, rehabilitating people etc. It’s all a lie. Please believe me. I’ve seen and felt the disgusting treatment for too many years now. People are moulded into files on computers. That is not the person who is actually there, false information listed down until it builds an image of someone that is so off from reality. All totally avoidable.

IPPs are suffering souls that are sadly being destroyed day by day.

Who takes the responsibility for the violence that we see and endure. Who takes the responsibility for the damage and scars on people’s hearts and skin.

Do you all know every jail in the UK has got rid of countless education classes, the decline in courses within the prison system is shocking.

Drones bring drugs and weapons and phones in Windows nightly. I do believe that if you take someone’s life, you should be put in jail for life. Child Killers and women killers, etc should all rot in sorrow for their sins. But for someone who stole a mobile phone? How long should he get? Someone who was a drug addict and burgled a house. How long should they get? We all got 99 years a life sentence. How is that right? I am not evil I am not violent.

I made a mistake and now I’m being killed for that mistake mentally, physically, and emotionally killed.

Do what is right and join the fight to make a change, join the fight to make a difference. I can promise you that if you don’t already know about IPP prisoners, take 10 minutes that’s all, look it up and I have faith the people in this country will see the injustice and do what’s right.

You may think what can I do though, I’m not a politician.?

Doing something is better than doing nothing.

Join the movement to make a change for all the souls that have left this world through IPP, and for all the souls still suffering every day.

Kindness and love,

Joe Outlaw.